It was clear that the tension between us was palpable. You sat close to me on that hotel bed. We have had our fun before plenty of times, but so much time had passed, so many relationships had come and gone for the two of us. It was almost too awkward to be this close again, your thigh just inches away from my hand. I had loved you plenty of times before and I grieved you when our paths went separate ways. I kept thinking I was over you but you never truly went away, I would always have a soft spot for you, it was undeniable.

And now here we sit. Next to each other in this hotel room while you show me the funny video you found and have seen a couple of times. My heart still races when I’m next to you, as if I had never forgotten you. I feel your fingers caress the back of my hand, I turn to you and a coy smile runs across your face. That glance was always enough to bring me back to the good times, the simpler ones when we didn’t have to worry much about intimacy and life. It had been so long yet I was still weak to your touch. I could feel myself sinking into thoughts I had tried so hard to forget. I had felt so guilty for missing your body, feeling it pressed naked against mine as we made love.

Now the same guilt sank in my head. After all the time it took to heal? Was it worth it? Was it worth it to open the wound again if it meant I got to have you for one more night? What if it is all in my head and you don’t think of me like that anymore? You laid your head on my shoulder, I froze. We had both made our mistakes, we both knew why we needed a break, but now we are here, so close to each other again. Entropy building in this space between us, our minds in chaos.

I reached out for your thigh, you didn’t move it away like the last time I saw you. I squeezed gently, you were still so soft, it was becoming harder to resist my impulses and you knew it. You were teasing, daring me to open the wound again. My hand moved up, slipped under your shorts and pulled at your underwear.

You rub your hair against my neck, you’re like a cat, purring as I pet you but waiting to strike the moment I let my guard down. But maybe it was okay. Maybe it was time to let you close once more. Maybe we had both grown in this time apart. It was an unknown, this was just but a moment in our long history, the two of us just sitting alone in a hotel room. Would it be okay to just enjoy this moment? To show you my heart once more? Would you let me in? Would you let me have you for tonight knowing how much I want you?

I slipped underneath your boxers, touching every inch of your skin I could as I got closer to those tender areas. I merely brushed the base of your shaft and I felt you throb. I slowly and sensually slid my fingers down, caressing your balls before wrapping them in my grasp.

You turned your head to me, I leaned forward and our lips locked. You knew I was never one for kissing, but you knew you were different, you knew I liked it when I could taste you. Our tongues quickly started dancing, I wanted to take the air out of your lungs just as much as you wanted mine. I had missed this feeling, I needed more. You were the hardest drug I ever had to quit and now you tempt me once more.

My heart was burning with yearning, it had been filling up inside of me like gasoline and now one kiss was enough to make me ignite. I grew desperate for more of you, I wanted to rush but I also wanted to savor every single second. I pulled your shirt off and ran my hands all over your chest. I wanted to touch every inch, get my hands reacquainted with your body. They still remembered how to love you, how to make you feel good.

I took off my own top and tossed it aside carelessly, I wouldn’t need it for a while. I allowed your lips to capture me once more as we rubbed our bodies together. Skin to skin, I missed how it felt to feel your naked body on mine. My hand slipped under your pants, this time behind your back, I noticed you were wearing a jock. I squeezed tight at your ass and felt you try to moan but our mouths were still connected. 

As we pulled apart to breathe I quickly went back in, this time aiming straight for your neck. I ran my tongue from the front all the way to the back of your ears, it made you shiver, your body almost went numb. All you could muster was a shaky moan as I caught you by surprise. I started making my way down your body with my kisses. I unbuttoned your shorts and slid them down off you. I leaned back so I could admire your body. I took off my pants and underwear and showed you how aroused you had made me as I stroked my cock in front of you. I was already leaking profusely.

I played with your own erection through your jock as I kept jerking off. I had missed the weight and heft of how hung you were. I got between your legs and rubbed my face on your crotch. Your scent filled my nostrils and it brought me back to all those good times from the past. We used to fuck like animals back then, now we are holding back. Was it because we were scared to be this intimate once more? Or were we just trying to live in this moment for as long as we could?

I slid down your jock and your cock sprung up in excitement. I got right between your shaft and your balls with my nose and took a long whiff. Your scent still drove me feral, I couldn’t help but start tasting you. I sucked one of your testicles into my mouth and rinsed it nicely with my tongue before giving some attention to the other. You covered your face in embarrassment as you began to stroke but I could still see you biting your lip. I pulled your hand off your dick as I licked all the way from the base to the top.

Your legs began to shake so I lifted them up, giving me a perfect view of your hole. I licked my lips, you knew I couldn’t resist. You had unleashed the monster I had fought so long to hide. The beast that was obsessed with you, the one that couldn’t resist your charms. I wanted each of my senses to connect with you so I started eating you out. It was an intoxicating flavor, made just to torment me and drive me wild. You were giving me my favorite feast once more, your body.

I made you moan just from tongue working around your hole. I began to stroke you and I could feel your throb. I glanced up to see your face twist with pleasure. Your breath was quivering, you had become so lost to the sensation, to the feeling of how good I could turn you on. My ego sometimes wonders if this is the best anyone has ever made you feel. I stopped making out with your ass to switch back to your lips. 

My fingers slipped towards your hole, I caressed at its ring, preparing it for what was to come. I had left it drenched in my spit, the perfect lubricant for sliding my index with ease. I could feel the warmth from within you, I knew where to go, I remembered where to find the right spot to touch. You moaned as I massaged that area with just one digit. I kissed the back of your neck once more and that pushed you fully into my sexual trance. You arched your back in pleasure, I could feel your muscles loosen up. 

“Take me.” You whispered in my ear. “Make me yours.” I couldn’t resist such a forward invitation. I pulled back and lifted your legs with one hand as I used the other to lather my dick with lube. You brought your knees close to your stomach for me. You knew how much I wanted this, how much I had longed to hilt myself inside of you. I teased the entrance of your hole with my tip, it winked back in excitement.

“You’re ready?” I asked, you just nodded. I didn’t break eye contact as I slid in, I saw as you winced at first before biting your lip as I went deeper. I slowly went in all the way, I watched your mouth open agape. My cock fit perfectly inside of you, like it was destined for your ass. You were just the right amount of tight as I liked, the kind I could fuck for hours without getting tired.

“Fuck.” I muttered. I had missed this feeling of being deep in you. I began to thrust, I could feel the pleasure emanating from my cock flow through my entire body. It didn’t take long before I got back into that rhythm. I knew just how you liked it, how your body responded to everything I did. It was almost instinctual, I knew how to make you moan, how to make your toes curl.

I wrapped your legs around my waist, I wanted to be closer to you, as close as I could get as we became one. I began to make out with you as I kept on fucking, I could feel you stroking and leaking all over my stomach. We got lost in moans and grunts as we both hungered for more of each other.

I started thrusting faster and deeper, the entire bed was shaking underneath us. I could see it in your face how much you were loving it, how good my dick made you feel. For so long I had wondered if you missed me like this and now I could see it all over your body. We were made for each other, perfectly tailored to bring ecstatic bliss to our minds as we satisfied our flesh.

Our pleasure was strong and we were one. We were connected for that moment once again. For that night, you were mine once more and I was yours. Our bodies flowing in this dance of sexual gratification, we moved to the rhythm of each other and sang with our moans the love we had hidden away. And I wanted more, I wanted to be deeper in you, fully make you mine.

I leaned back and split apart your legs, letting me push my shaft as deep as it could go. All the way down to the base until you felt my balls slapping with each thrust. My sweat was dripping from my body onto yours. You were stroking yourself so ferociously. Without holding back I thrusted hard inside of you, the whole bed shook as you went speechless and grasped at the covers. I did it again and this time your legs trembled in my hands. The third deep thrust made your toes curl and your back arch.

I knew just how you wanted it, you would always show it on your face. You wanted me deep inside of you, reaching those erogenous zones that turn you into a stupid mess in heat. So I kept on fucking you hard, I couldn’t stop, I wanted to feel this pleasure forever. It felt so good to throb inside of you as I edged myself over and over. You had lost all sense of decorum, your whole body was shaking with each thrust and your moans could be heard from outside. 

We didn’t need words, I glanced at you and you nodded. I was gonna take you. I was gonna make you mine. I gave out a loud grunt as I rapidly began thrusting hard, I was giving you every inch, every part of me, I wanted you to feel the same intense pleasure I was feeling.

My wet balls slapped against your skin violently as the whole room seemed to shake underneath us. Your body trembled, your movements became erratic, I could see you holding on to the edge, you had stopped stroking, you were so close. I grabbed your hips as I hilted you on my cock and that was enough to make you bust. You called my name as the first few strands of cum shot out from you. You went back to stroking yourself as you kept cumming.

I could feel your muscles tightening around my cock as you orgasmed and that pushed me over the edge. I throbbed inside of you and began to unload. My mind had gone numb but my body kept thrusting and pumping you full of my sperm. I was so deep, just where I belonged. I had to make you feel the intensity of my lust as I moaned blissfully, still shooting deep in you. Now you had a part of me within you, you were mine once more, if just for a moment. 

My own body began to collapse. I had reached your perfect heaven once more. I collapsed on top of you as my climax began to wind down. I felt your thick cum stick to my body, you were still leaking, I was still throbbing.

My cock slowly softened and slipped out of your hole, leaving a wet mess underneath us. Our hearts were racing, we were out of breath. We had just tapped into our most primal instincts and we had loved every second of it. You brushed my hair and I went back to kiss you once more. It was so tender and intimate, I had missed this feeling for so long.

You chuckled as you felt my dick throb at your kisses, still hungry and yearning for more of you and your body. We had uncaged the beasts, and we both knew it would be a long night before we could satisfy our desires.

I had never longed more for something that was so close. I had missed your touch. I wanted this moment to last, to do this for the rest of our lives. If I could touch you each day it would be all I need. A dream that had felt so far away, now within reach once more. Will you tear me apart or let me in this time? Would we regret letting each other get so close again? I don’t know what our future will be, or what this means for us, but tonight, I have you, and that is just enough.